Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Update

Mom is at home with me this week. Poor thing had 50 stitches placed in her leg after an ER visit. She fell at work. Selfishly I love the company, but please keep her in your prayers as well. The girls are really moving this week. I am sure they have been moving all of this time, but I can really feel it now. They wake me up some times around 3 a.m.. Mom thinks this is because they will be waking me up around that time nightly after they are born. :) I have an OB appointment this Thursday with a glucose tolerance test too and then next Friday we have another ultrasound with R.O.C.. Please keep us in your prayers. We are 22 weeks and one day today. I still so thankful, but am still nervous and probably will be until we are at least 28 weeks. Today I read a great bible verse and need to apply it more to my worrying.
Don't be afraid
"Be strong and of good courage;
do not be afraid, nor be dismayed,
for the Lord your God is with you
wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9

Love you all so much and thank you for your continued prayers!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Catie's boys

Did I tell you guys how cute my sister's kids were a couple of weeks ago? I was out in the wheelchair for my weekly outing. This time my Mom and Catie (with little Gentry and Sterling) took me to Baby Depot. We looked at baby clothes and cribs. Well Sterling and little Gentry made my day (obviously..I am still talking about it). They were on each side of the wheelchair and were picking out clothes like madmen! Their enthusiasm was incredible. "Will Cate wear this"... "After Ellie's bath, she can wear this" "I will change her into this" . They made me feel so good and their love already for our baby girls was awesome!!! It will be so much fun to watch them with the girls when they are here! I am so blessed to have such sweet nephews!

Friday, January 23, 2009

The Voice of Truth

There is a song by Casting Crowns that Jeff and I listened to over and over when we were going through IVF. I still tear up when I hear the song. I thought about it again today because I am watching "Facing the Giants" and it is one of the theme songs. When Jeff and I listened to the song it inspired us with our infertility battles that no matter what trials we faced...we would listen to the voice of truth or God.(We had never seen the movie) The crazy thing is that the movie is not only about the football team, but it is also about going through infertility and the blessing of having children!!! When you have the time you should listen to it. I will post the words below and a link on youtube. Love you all

The Voice of Truth
Oh,what I would do to havethe kind of faith it takes To climb out of this boat I'm in Onto the crashing wavesTo step out of my comfort zoneInto the realm of the unknown Where Jesus is, And he's holding out his handBut the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at meReminding me of all the times I've tried before and failedThe waves they keep on telling me time and time again"Boy, you'll never win, you'll never win."But the voice of truth tells me a different storythe voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"Out of all the voices calling out to meI will choose to listen and believe the voice of truthOh, what I would do to have the kind of strength it takesTo stand before a giant with just a sling and a stoneSurrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors shaking in their armorWishing they'd have had the strength to standBut the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at meReminding me of all the times I've tried before and failedThe giant keeps on telling me time and time again"Boy you'll never win, you'll never win."But the voice of truth tells me a different storythe voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"Out of all the voices calling out to meI will choose to listen and believe the voice of truthBut the stone was just the right sizeto put the giant on the groundand the waves they don't seem so highfrom on top of them looking downI will soar with the wings of eagleswhen I stop and listen to the sound of Jesussinging over meBut the voice of truth tells me a different story The voice of truth says do not be afraid And the voice of truth says this is for my glory Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)I will choose to listen and believe (I will choose to listen and believe)I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truthI will listen and believeI will listen and believe the voice of truthI will listen and believe 'Cause Jesus you are the voice of truthAnd I will listen to you.. oh you are

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68q8y5nkdPo

Saturday, January 17, 2009

From Today's word with Joel and Victoria

The Greatness of His Favor
Today's Scripture
"But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us…raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus"(Ephesians 2:4-7, NKJ)
Today's Word from Joel and Victoria
Oftentimes, people set their focus on what God has done in the past—how He parted the Red Sea or stopped the sun for Joshua or fed thousands of people with just a little boy’s small lunch. Yes, God has performed many amazing miracles throughout history, and it’s important that we give Him praise and glory, but at the same time, we also have to look forward to what God wants to do in our lives today. In this verse, Paul says that "in the ages to come" God would do things that far supersede anything He’s ever done before. I believe that the “ages to come” that he’s talking about is this day and time we’re living in right now. God wants to outdo Himself in our generation! Remember, God is a God of increase. Where you are today is not where you are supposed to stay. He has greater levels of His favor and blessing in store for you. Dare to dream big! Dare to keep a God-sized vision in front of you! Dare to take hold of every blessing that the Lord has in store for you!
A Prayer for Today
Father in heaven, thank You for Your faithfulness in my life. Today I open my heart and mind to You so that I can see the greatness of what You want to do in my life. Use me for Your glory. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

Philippians 1:4-5

Every morning I try to read a devotional called the Upper Room (I read Infinite Grace at night). This morning the scripture was perfect. Paul wrote, " Every time I pray for you all, I pray with joy because of the way which you have helped me in the work of the gospel". This made me rethink my prayers for our girls. I do pray so hard every day, but sometimes I do pray fearfully. While that is not bad, I am reminded that I need to start praying more with joy for these girls! They truly are a testimony to God's unconditional love...His strength, faith, miracles, and grace. Today I pray not only with joy for our girls, but I also pray this pregnancy has proved the works of the Lord. I also pray that we have inspired you to spread the word of the gospel. Love you all so much-

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Back from the OB

We just got back form the OB. My dad drove me there and waited patiently in the waiting room and Jeff met me at the appointment (Dad was off early and Jeff had cases at Baptist). Last week the bleed was around 3 cm (at ROC) and today (at the regular OB's office) they could not find it!!! HUGE PRAISE!!! Dr. McIntyre said it may be too hard to find because the babies are bigger, but either way it is a huge miracle that it cannot be found. Our God is an awesome God. Not was but IS an awesome God and I know that He will continue to bless us and keep us safe and healthy. I am still on bed rest, but am again thankful to be on bed rest with these beautiful girls! Please continue to pray for us and please continue to give God all of the glory! We have another appointment in two weeks:) Love you all-

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Refining Grace

I wanted to share a passage from "Infinite Grace" that I just read.
" Do not be conceited. God's grace is sufficient in times of trouble and affliction. The power of Christ rests upon you. Be content with weakness, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities for Christs's sake. Know that when you are weak, God is strong. Glorify God in all your ways.
Folks this is the kind of grace that cannot be measured. God's grace has no limits. His favor has no boundaries. His love has no borders. There is no compromise in God. God's grace is ours without asking for it. Everywhere we go, everything we do, every relationship, and every activity is covered by God's grace. When things go haywire in your life, it's grace that keeps you from losing your mind...it's God's immeasurable grace that keeps you from going under"

Peace be with you all. Much love-